I hate love

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Neil Gaiman

Some good Quotes

Found these few good Quotes:

Real love stories never have endings. - Richard Bach

I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends.

Summer Vacation Fun

Me and my baby are on Movie Marathon for last couple of days. Watching 3~4 movies a day (and night). What a joy. Man most of hindi movies are such crap.

She has already finished more then half of her summer vacation homework. We planning to hit the road in few weeks for vacation.

Her latest hobby is Nail Polish. Every day i take her nail polish off to apply new shade. Like her royal highness, she sits there and I am removing and applying Nail Polish. YEsterday night she was having late night sandwich, while I was applying nail polish on her feet. It is a blast. Yesterday we bought 10 new shades of nail polish. I am trying to convince her to buy Blue & Green shades and ues she bought Black.

She is developing great music taste. We almost have same taste. Everyday she wakes up to "Wakeup Little Sussie", then she listens to her playlist of 5 songs before she gets out of the bed. Playlist includes "Suzanna", "My Little Girl", "I Want Candy". "Please Forgive Me" and "Wonderful Tonight".

That reminds me time for the little Sussie to be woken up. ;)

Dad's Ode for Gamini

Dear baby,

This is your dad's ode to you.

Love you.

Papa

My Little Girl - Tim McGraw Lyrics
Gotta hold on easy as I let you go
Gonna tell you how much I love you though you think you already know
I remember I thought you looked like an angel wrapped in pink so soft and warm
You’ve had me wrapped around your finger since the day you were born

You beautiful baby from the outside in
Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again
Go on take on this old world but to me you know you will always be
My little girl

When you were in trouble that crooked little smile would melt my heart of stone
Now look at you I’ve turned around and you’ve almost grown
Sometimes your asleep I whisper I love you in the moonlight at your door
As I walk away I hear you say “daddy love you more”

You beautiful baby from the outside in
Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again
Go on take on this old world but to me you know you will always be
My little girl

Someday some boy will come and ask me for your hand
But I won’t say yes to him unless I know
He’s the half that makes you whole
He has a poets soul
And the heart of a man's man
I know he’ll say that he’s in love, but between you and me
He won’t be good enough

You beautiful baby from the outside in
Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again
Go on take on this old world but to me you know you will always be
My little girl

Maaeri by Euphoria

After ages heard this song, and it touched a chord in the heart, so here it is "Maaeri" by Euphoria:

Teriyaan, meriyaan pul gaya
Pul gaya haar te jeet
Hey maaye ki karna main jeet nu
Howey na je meet, howey na je meet
Bindiya lagati to kaampti thi palkain maeri
chunniyan sajaa ke woh deti waadein kal ke maaeri
Mere haathon main tha uska haath
Thi chaashni si har uski baat
Maaeri aap hi hansdi, maaeri aap hi rondi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Gallan o kardi, maaeri aakhan naal larhdi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
He maaeri

Baarishon main lipatke maa aati thi vo chalke maaeri
Deriyaan ho jaye to roti halke halke maaeri
Phir se main roun, phir se vo gaye
Thandi hawaaen ban ke chhaye
Maaeri heeri o gaandi, maaeri gidde o paundi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Jannataa o longdi, maaeri mannatta o mangdi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri

Ab ka karoon, kaa se kahoon e maaeri
Ab ka karoon, kaa se kahoon e maaeri
Ho....
Duniya paraaee chhod ke aajaa
Jhoote saare naate tod ke aajaa
Saun rab di tujhe ik baari aajaa
Ab ke milein to honge na judaa
Na judaa... Na judaa... ho...

Hoonte to aaye, koi te le aaye
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Gallaan o kardi, maaeri akhiyan nal larhdi
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Pull gayi mera pyaar maae, bas lage maheene
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri
Yaad vo aaeri, maaeri yaad vo aaeri
Maaeri yaad vo yaad vo aaeri

Ab ka karoon, ka se kahoon e maaeri
Ab ka karoon, ka se kahoon e maaeri.

Saint Francis of Assisi

"Where there is hatred, let me sow love. Where there is injury, pardon. Where there is doubt, faith". - Saint Francis of Assisi

I bet Saint Francis of Assisi never got married or had money. If his wife stole his money for years or his wife left him and his kid for her boyfriend or his wife filed a false 498A complaint against him, would he be saying the same. ;)

Lyrics of Aksar by Shaan

Found these great lyrics to song called "Aksar" by "Shaan". Thx for the song Babu.

Aksar kyun yun lage ki tum koi aur ho.
Hum tum jahaan the mille woh guzra hua taur ho.
Aksar fir yun lage ki tum meri jaan ho.
Tumse meri zindagi tumhi meri pehchaan ho.
Aksar.............
Dil hi dil aksar...
Haan............................tumhe soch kar dil hi dil aksar.
Aksar dil ko hai ghela......ki tumse mujhe kya milla.
Meri zindagi mere pyaar ka,tumne diya ghaisla.
Phir kabhi jub kareeb se main khudko dekhlun agar,dil ke aaene main bas tumhi tum aaogi nazar.
Aksar.............
Dil hi dil aksar.
Haan.................tumhe soch kar dil hi dil aksar.
Aksar ek sawaalsa mere zehen main uthe.
Hum tum ghar bichahd gaye honge kaise silsile.
Ghabrakhe main is khayaal se main tumse leeput gaya.
Tumho to main bhi hoon,ab tumse main jaaoon kahaan.
Haan.................tumhe soch kar dil hi dil aksar.
Laa.....laa...laa...hey...hey...hey...hey...hey...
Tumhe soch kar dil hi dil aksar...